Hitome woke with a start, slowly coming to awareness that she was hearing the sounds of her lovers dropship, unmistakably approaching outside, for a final landing. She had fallen asleep earlier that night in one of the chairs before the fire while waiting for him and smiled as she looked around seeing the Keep now nearly deserted. Her smile deepened as, in an instant she rose and without cloak or proper footwear headed out into the snowy exterior to surprise him. She breathed a sigh of thanks that the monks had recently replenished the fire both in the pit and lit the torches along the path creating a warm glow of light bathing the exterior. The path, though already snowy was still passable in her slippers as she hurried to meet him.
She wore a festive dress, the bodice a swirling design of ice blue with ivory accents, lace sleeves and a flowing skirt of chiffon, ice blue as well. She had picked it out, something different she thought, choosing it from the many gifts Math'ra, then Sephirot of the Geburah, had given her when they first moved together, after the demise of her home at the Ordo. Her eyes now focusing to the left, to the field used as landing pad, failed to notice any of the scenes on the Calcada style path as she progressed. She saw only him. She loved watching him pilot in, so skilled was he in ways she possibly never would be. Her heart skipped a beat as she saw the tall handsome Khanid exit from his ship, having to duck not to hit his head as he did.
But something about his facial features, alight in the torchlight surrounding them, caused her to stop and stare. His mouth was set in anger. His eyes.... what was it... She could not place the look. He advanced on her in a determined way that scared her for the first time ever.
Hitome faltered in her steps and as he began nearing her, she fell back toward the benches, a frown crossing her face. Hesitantly she called out to him. "M..Math'ra? It's me ... Hitome. I came out to.. surprise you. Is everything alright?"
He stormed toward her, a fierce, almost savage look taking over his features, causing the recent scar along his left temple to turn a flaming ugly red. Still he said nothing, only taking in how she looked as he seemed to tower above her now.
She tilted her head in puzzled concern then smiled falteringly to him and took a step toward him now tentatively reaching her hand up to caress his face on the left, softly tracing the jagged scar. "Whatever has you so angry can be left here. Peace reigns, at least when up here. We can talk once inside love...if.. you want?"
At her touch she noticed him almost flinch but his eyes, appearing black in the firelight, seemed to soften just ever so much. Hitome breathed a sigh of relief at her obvious misunderstanding of him on arrival and looked up at him in love, her hand still cupped against his cheek. " I was hoping you would come visit tonight. I've missed you so much this week. W.. we have hardly even spoken... since KPV headed into Null sec fighting."
Still she noted his hesitancy and the lack of his usual greeting to scoop her into his arms, causing her brow to crease in yet another wave of confusion. Finally after several palpable moments passed and he still said nothing, she slowly dropped her hand from his face.
" What is it love... You're scaring me... What has you so.. quiet and obviously upset?"
Math'ra moved toward her now slowly, his left arm coming around her shoulders and resting to brace her back as he bent down to speak softly into her ear. "You my love. You are whats wrong."
His words, a mere whisper sent as much shock through her, perhaps even more than the sudden sharp sensation of pain that knifed through her body. As if hit by a bolt of lightening, she felt suddenly knocked back and upwards by the swift movement of his right arm. He held her as he drove the cold steel of a sword deeply into her abdomen, up to its hilt. His face mere inches above hers, She felt his hot breathe on her cheek as he twisted the blade before ripping the sword upwards assuring he affected every vital internal organ. A wicked smile curled on his lips as he watches her look of utter stunned disbelief.
Time and events seems to move in slow motion now, as Hitome looked down at the wide drops of blood flowing down the pale blue dress and dotting the snow around her. Her blood, rushing from her with each beat of her laboring heart stained the gown, and she gasped then fell backward when he released her until she slipped to her knees just in front of St Ageroth's statue. Instinctively she gripped the hilt, while staring down at it in horror, noticing the all too familiar black diamonds and sapphires encrusting it. Sluggishly she realized it to be the gift she had given him when they first met. Her lips parted as blood trickled from the left side but she looked into his face, her mind numb as she tried to formulate a question.
Math'ra glowered down at her now, having advanced again, toward her. He planted a boot on her bloody form, and wrenched the sword up and out from her, being sure to finish the job, severing her heart as he did. Then he stepped back to watch her, an odd mix of contempt and victory on his face. The snow around the base of St. Ageroth now crimson, Hitome reached blindly to the statue, feebly trying to support herself against it, and finally stands, only to stumble backward a few paces falling into the snow. Pulling herself up she finally supported her failing body against the prayer room wall. Numb from the cold of death, she looked down at the flow of her own blood now having turned the gown and snow beneath her a deep crimson. Her vision, dim now, as she looks over to him, still trying to form a word.
It finally comes out as a desperate whisper..... "why"...
Math'ra Hiede, seeming so impervious now to her plight, took a step nearer toward her, the look of contempt evident now as he opened his mouth to speak. " Did you really think this was forever? I can no longer be there to watch over you and baby you along. I have no need of you or your childish ways any more."
As he turned to go he added one last thought "Fitting use for that ridiculous blade I'd say." Then with that he tossed the bloody blade at her feet and strode off without another look back, boarded his ship and took off.
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Seeva moved swiftly into the small room, checking monitors and vital signs even before addressing the physician on duty. "I got your recent urgent call Doctor Jacob... What's going on now?" Hitome's brother looks over at the tank, where his sister hangs by mere threads of life, with a deeply worn worried glance then back to the physicians eyes.
Dr. Jacob Gunning slowly spoke, picking his words carefully as he made adjustments to medications being given to Hitome, her neural implants offering methods only available to capsuleers. "She had another of those.. attacks. Like a Seizure but each time her body fails a little more, vitals drop drastically and I just... I cannot understand what it is that's going on. These lines here.. " he points to the jagged crisscrossing EEG rhythm, " Indicative of nightmares and each one seems to trigger this .. episode only worse every time. We have to snap her out of this somehow...I just don't know how. Seems some wounds have to heal from the outside in. Others from the inside out. Her's seem to be both types. Has me stymied."
Seeva purses his lips and frowns deeply, the usual mirth gone from him over the last month of watching his dearest sis struggle to stay alive. He steps back and paces, arms folded behind him in the small confines then stops, turning slowly back toward Dr Gunning. " I have an idea, I will see if our brother can break from work and help me with this. Maybe. Just maybe..."
He strides out without another word, formulating a plan. " Come on sis hold on just a little bit longer. You are stronger than this. "